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how great is life now?
real great
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[04 May 2006|08:50pm] |
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so i went out on my porch today after school to get a tan, and like, i didnt. jsda fjsdgf. haha, well a little bit but u can hardly tell. and i hate bees.
i went to the mall the other day wit justyna and evelina. good madd good deals haha. and i got my moms presents all sett. my new furniture is really cool. =)
cage is coming to northhampton on june 29th!!sdnm vfhsdg fsd
im so going. im gonna go wi tmy brother and his friends cuz i have no one to go wit. ima buy him his ticket for his birthdy present. i cant wait, cuz cage is so hot.
i need a new job. i hate mine. =(
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[26 Mar 2006|04:49pm] |
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im stuck in my house till wednesday. =/ there aint shit to do. i wish i could like go to school or work.
my throat killlllls. its really gross.
um. ya. idk. the rest of the year is gonna suck. haha. ya.
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[17 Mar 2006|08:15am] |
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01. Initials: d.a.m.
02. Name someone with the same birthday as you: brandon
03. Last thing you ate: apple sauce
04. For or against same sex marriage: for
05. Last person you hugged: dont remember
06. Do you believe in God: not anymore
07. How many U.S states have you been to: 5 or 6
08. How many of the U.S states have you lived in: 1
09. Ever lived outside of the US: ya
10. What is your dad's name: dariusz
11. Why are you still up?: cuz its 8 in the morning...??
12. Who made you angry today?: my brother
13. Favorite type(S) of Food?: i dont really like food
14. Favorite holiday: sfg kjDFHDFGJ JNR
15. Do you download music: no
16. What illegal things have you done?: drugs...and stealing shit? um...idk
17. Where would you want to go on a first date? anywhere nice
18. Would you date the person who posted this before you? nah
19. Has anyone ever sang or played for you personally?: ya
20. Who was the last person you spoke to?: my mom
21. Ever wanted to?: i did
22. Have you ever bungee jumped: no
23. Have you ever white-water rafted: no
24. Has anyone ten years older than you ever hit on you? ya. they were like 25 years older than me
25. When was the last time you went bowling? never went
26. Have you met a real redneck: ya
30. How is the weather right now: idk, i havent been outside yet
31. What song are you listening to right now: bush- comedown
32. What is your current fav song?: idk
33. What was the last movie you watched?: umm....saw 2. that was like 2 weeks ago, and i didnt finish it werhgwrdfj gsdggb
34. Do you wear contacts: ya
35. Where was the last place you went besides your house? dankos. he smoked me up. after i baught weed from him lol.
36. What are you afraid of?: a lot of shit
37. How many piercings and tattoos do you have?: no tattoos and no piercings
38. How many pets do you have? none
39. Have you ever loved someone? ya
40. What turns you on?: british accents
41. What do you usually order from Starbucks: never went there
42. Have you ever fired a gun?: no
43. Are you missing someone: no
44. Fave TV show(s)?: dont watch tv
45. Do you have an ipod?: no
46. Has anyone ever said you looked like a celeb?: no
47. Whats your mom's name: krystyna
48. Who would you like to see right now?: ...im pissed. no one really.
49. Fave band of all time?: um.... it used to be kottonmouth kings, but now its kidan necro and bush
50. Do you use chapstick daily?: no
51. Have you ever been caught doing something you weren't supposed to?: obviously
52. Favorite flower: roses
53. Butter, plain, or salted popcorn: i dont like popcorn
54. What books are you reading: i havent read a book since the summer
55. Have you ever ridden in a limo: ya like 2 times
56. Has anyone you were really close to passed away? ya
57. Do you mind being asked questions? no
sooooooo. i decided fuck people for now. cuz i got problems that i need to like...figure out. so for the next 2 months, i dont care about anyone xcept myself. =)
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[15 Feb 2006|09:11pm] |
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i had wednesday school today, and i went there kinda fucked up. i wanted to like yell at everyone cuz the ppl thre were so annoying. they were cmplain how they had to be there, and how the essay they make u write didnt make sense and they couldnt write 5 paragraphs bout it, only like 1. its like...its not that fuckin hard. and if u dont wanna be there, then dont fuckin come and get suspended for 2 days. no one wants to fuckin be there, but u dont hear them complaining. and they wouldnt shut the fuck up. so i did my shit, and slept for like a hour.
i got outta wokr and check my phone and my boss called to come in at like 430. an dit waslike 5. so i call my mom and shes like ya i told him ud come in after ipicked u upc zu the called my house. he was working since 11 and was tired, and needed someone to cover him for like 3 hours so he could go home an drest, cuz his wife is "sick" cuz she smokes too much. its like ok...but ive been up since 6am, and i always hadt to come in if i was sick. i remmeber once i was sick and after school i called and asked if i could havethe day off, and itw as like 3 then, an i had to be there at 430, and he was like take some asprins and rest. dumbass.
so i was still kinda fcke dup btu went. and he came back later and asked if i could come in at noon tomorrow. i was like um...i have school. and hes llike o... its like how do u not know that? and at like 7 i called my mom to go buy me something from the store which closes at 8 cuz i didnt think id have to time to get it, and she started bitching at me. and the shit i took maeks me like...emotional, so i almost started crying in th eback. it sucked. i had already looked like i was either madd high or that i been crying when i came in. dgf jsdgfjsdgfds
im bored. and tired. im gladd we got vacation next week. tuesdays the only day i have no work tho. i gotta work monday night, wednesday morning, thursdya night, and friday morning and night. watch me get called in on tuesday tho.
i hate my family
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[03 Feb 2006|04:55am] |
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i owe $33 for my tax thing. they didnt take enough $$ out for taxes so i gotta pay em back. fuckin federal shit. so im not gettin no money back. sux.
sooooooooo. my brother went to court today. his lawyer said me might go to jail for 1-70 years. my parents dont know tho, they think its 5-10. if no one testifies, then theres no trial. but ppl r gonan testify. i chilled wit my bro for a bit and we talked aand he told me some crazy shit.
i traded pills wit him. i gave him my seroquil for 2 vicodines. and i got like 12 tylenol pills, thatll fuck me up. so ya. its cool. maybe ill take em in the morning. i was gonna take the other ones that got 30mg of dxm, but there were 8 left so my brother took em. these are 15 mg of dxm each. so 2 is like one. good enough for me.
matt called my cell like a hour ago. that was a big shock. something i didnt expect.
i told my mom i wanted to be a boxer today and she laughed at me. thatd be sick tho haha.
i watched goodfellas again today. thats my favorite movie now. crazy shit. i wanna live in brooklyn. i want some speed. i wanna start buggin out. i need to write an essay for tomorrow, and do madd homework. ill take some pills in a little bit.
coscore told me today ima bad influence on jess. motherfucker. thats just rude. who the fuck is he to say soemthing. i dont think its fair how all those ppl in that school can put u down like dat. i told my mom that one day ima make em not have a job. hahahahah gdhsa rfulkedg kjsedsakrhtbwet sdr
I WANNA TAKE OVER THE WORLDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
thats my new plan. the world would be crazy sickk if it was controlled by me. i would have ppl do all the hard shit tho. hahah
chris's kid calls my brother dad. wow
im so happy im doing good in school. i no the first week of the enw term aint even over yet, but so far its good, and if i keep doing dis i can pass my classes, unless they wont let me appeal them.
my brother wants me and jess to testify against boudreau in court. hecalled me 5 times when i was at work. i have absolutely no feelings forthat kid anymore. after like, last month, i dont think i will again. not as much as b4 anyways.
it makes me so sad tho cuz nothing will ever bethe same. no one will ever getalong anymore. me and jess were talkin bout it today. last summer was perfect. even tho bad shit happened, i ouldnt want it anyother way. and no one will be aorund. i hate that. like those summer days onthe dike when madd ppl would show up. and just party. half those ppl wont be there if tha ouwld happen. and the ones that would, we dont know em that well.
no more callin mike to meet us on the dike and having him show up in like less than 2 minutes. no more times when we meet new ppl in willimansette cuz we know all them and they suck. sdgh fsahf. no more duka!! no more drivin around wit my brother and his random friends who wanted to fuck us like goof. haha. loser. no more lookin for cans and bottles on the dike wit like madd random ppl where theres like 5 of us and we get a small as knick from the recycling and still get madd high. no more chillin on the dike wit a 30 pack of beer between me and jess and a kid i knew back in 6th grade that i randomly saw. and having like 25 beers left and having to be home in like a hour. well...that we could still do haha. and just madd other shit.
that might sound like nothing to most people, but to me and jess most likely...those times were priceless. after august, everything changed.
if i had one wish id want to go back a year ago.
i wrote too much.
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so im coming home from hanging out wit jess cuz i need to be at work at 5. and i ring the doorbell adn call the phone and no one answers the phone. but my dadds car is here and my moms at a doctors appointment. so i call mey mom ansf she told me to wait for her. i go to teh back to c if he wwas there and he czme downstairs to open the door for me and told me that we was tired. hes drunk. hes a dumbass. haha.
hgwfe djhagsdkQ
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i hate how i go to school and i cant tell if someone if a boy or girl. dress wat u r k?
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[26 Jan 2006|12:07pm] |
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i hate u
i hope u die
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[23 Jan 2006|03:23pm] |
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today was sickk, woke up and got ready for school and then there was no school so i hung out wit jess. we went to the tracks and sat under mckinstry hill and did some coke and then we chilled there for like a hour and talked. then we went to brooks to warm up and then we went to her house. then we had a snow ball fight, made the biggest snow man ever!! it was huge. taller than us. it had a crack pipe and a sword stuck in it. we named it heroin. when we were in her yard i tackled her and then her dog ran over me and stepped on my neck. haha
then me her and her sister went to the dike to go sledding. then we made a fort. and we rolled a huge ball of snow amnd it was as big as the snow man and we couldnt push it anymore so we broke it and carried pieces of it to the fort. then we were like fuck it and we went sledding right in the fort. then we made a ramp. it was horrible. me and jess went down together and she was in front and then we flew off the sled and i landed right on her and our faces went in the snow. good times. =)
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[22 Jan 2006|10:36pm] |
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my brother hasnt spent the night at home in like 4 days. so that means he just got beat for his cds. haha.
today at woork these 2 guys that come there all the time were talking to the girl i work wit.
martha: so bob, how was chuck norris?
bob: good, for like the 2 minutes he was there?
martha: 2 minutes? thats it?
larry: 2 minutes, ya thats botu how long guys usually last.
haha
im so bored. my birthdays in like a week!! madd excited. gonna get so highhhhh. if anyone wants to hang out tell me niggers.
i just noticed, idk where theres a mailbox by my house
wow
i need to be high
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i hung out wit vanessa and jamie today. we smoked a blunt and got madd high lol. i cant wait till my birthdayyyyy. 9 more daysssss. im getting a ounce on saturday so i can smoke atleats 17 blunts on my 17th birthday. =) haha. i need $70 for that shittttttt.
im so tired now. tomorrows sunday. sundays suck. shf jksdgafwef
i saw alicias baby yesterday and itsthe cutest baby everrrrr. i saw jay too who i havent seen in a while.
im soooooooo bored
373 more days =)
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i hate how i cant care about the people who care about me. like i try to, but i just dont, not in a bad way or anything, but i just dont give a fuck.
wtf
my boss called me 3 times yesterday to work 11-2 todya, and the again 5-8....but my phones broken, and i called it today after work to c if i got messages, and its like wtf, theycan never remember that i have anotehr job, although, i always tell em, so like even for days off, they dont rememember i want a certain day off or something. whats the point of even wokring there if they dont pay attention to what i say to them.
i wanna quit.
i just wanna go for a walk and never come back.
i cant help but hate myself so much lately.
this lady at work made me feel better tho. she was really nice and told me some nice stuff. its nice to know ppl like that still exist.
idk.
i hate my life.
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my radio wont play cds. motherfucker.
went to the mall today. w/ jess and mike. baught shit. saw jen. she looked pregnant, according to jess. i didnt notice. she was w/ this slut. whos like 14. jens brothers girlfriend. lol. its funny cuz its true.
ive decided that i want to get into the smoothie business.
me and kristyn were cute little kids. =)
i was gonna get a remembering never cd at the mall today. but i didnt... i like that one song. its boudreau's favorite. =) its also jess's answering machine, so it gets stuck in my head all the time.
dhsa fekgh efhkcvh vbsd
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i need a cigarette.
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and when i was in the emergency room, the lady from my driving school called and my driving test is on the 21st. im madd excited.
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